Well tonite I'm tired, really really tired, not physically tired emotionally tired. No I think drained would be a better word so fucking tired of some of the shit people put me through not my true friends just, as Rimmer put it people I met. Can someone please fucking explain to me even after I tell these people that I'm wise to their little game and that they can fuck off now why the fuck I feel bad about it??? Arthur heres a dollar I'd love to buy a fucking clue. Maybe I should just shift my personality over a little more and indulge my darker urges. But then wheres the point in that I like me, my kids like me, my family likes me and my friends like me. Fuck nice guys finish last? ohh yeah but then only guys who finish last can be nice. Fuck fuck fuck damned if you and damned if you don't