I'm sitting at my desk last monday staring down at the EPA licences for the sites in my area and all of a sudden it hits me. I'm in a very important position with a shitload of responsibility sitting on my shoulders. I don't mind admitting I freaked out for a few minutes and even thought to myself I can't do this. Everyone tells me I'm a natural leader but fucking hell its hard to deal with when its sitting in front of you in hard copy like that. I have to propose improvements to my sites that can run into the 10s of thousands of dollars and I can't even blink when I do it as pack rules apply and I dare not show any sign of weakness or doubt. I miust be resolute in this.

Holy Crap