Sigh the month is almost up and still no word. I knew she could be immature, hell who isn't at times but for someone whos 28 this is a little silly. I'm wondering why? Is she embarassed to talk to me is it because shes had time to cool down and think whoops maybe I made a mistake, is it because shes afraid that if we talk I'm going to show her why you never get a wog truly pissed off at you (fair enough under the circumstances), will mummy dearest not let her? Dear god I loathe that woman with a firey intensity that makes the sun seem like a heat lamp, or is it because I was a convienient source of sperm and nothig of what she said to me over the last two years was true and now that I've served my purpose I should just fuck off out of her life forever?

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Oh well going on a little trip soon for a few weeks should serve as a lovely chance to literally get away from it all